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Death Note
Thought Consideration L introspective in the rain.
No Chance to Wake A sequel to a Darkfic where bad things happened to Light.
Always Returned Matt finally catches up to Mello.

Fullmetal Alchemist
Archive Proper

Final Fantasy VII
Archive Proper


Final Fantasy IX
Protectors of This Land
Lady Sworn
Kids as Kids


Kingdom Hearts 1&2
Nobody -Roxas fic
On Wings of Clear -Riku fic
A Leon (art)
Crystal Clarity -Leon fic


Trinity Blood
Lost Scholar


Yu Yu Hakusho
Teaching


Labyrinth
Capture
Words on a Page


Fishugi Yuugi
On light feet


Weiss Kreuz
Chiding
Discovery


Ranma 1/2
Grace
Skewed Priorities
Show of Faith


Harry Potter
Happy... Birthday?


Gundam Wing
Arcs
Treize and Heero collection )

Oneshots
General )

Boy Slash )

Icons
FF7 Pairing Icons batch one
FF7 Pairing Icons batch two
Mass Icon batch
FMA Icons

Crossovers
Boy Slash )

Sephiroth in Valdemar crossover

Drabble collections )

General )

Landels
Sephiroth in Uniform
Lore and Fragment
Sephiroth in the Female type


Original Work
Shorts )

Multiparters
Undo )

Legacy of Falling )

Darker Hour )

No Trains Here )

Artwork
General )
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February 8 1986
10:06 AM Time Zone is EST
Titusville, FL

Rising Sign is in 19 Degrees Aries
You are a free spirit and you must be first at everything you do. Very energetic, self-assertive and active, things must be done your way. Even though you may feel calm and serene on the inside, you certainly do not act that way. You want to do everything full-tilt, 100 miles per hour! A great competitor, but a poor cooperator -- you must learn how to lose more gracefully. Very self-confident, ambitious and passionate, you radiate positive energy. You are blunt and direct, but at times unfeeling and tactless, especially if anyone offers you any resistance. You fight for your beliefs, but your tendency to act first and think later often causes you much grief.

Sun is in 19 Degrees Aquarius.
You get bored with the status quo and are generally open to new things and ideas. An individualist and a free spirit, your friends are quite important to you as long as they do not try to tie you down by making too many emotional demands on you. Your thoughts are offbeat and you're a bit eccentric, but not always very changeable. As a matter of fact, you can be quite stubborn at times. Very fair-minded when dealing with large groups or broad issues, you are not always emotionally sensitive to the needs of individuals. Extremely objective, with good powers of observation, you would be qualified to study technical and complicated subjects, like science, computers or maybe even astrology.

Moon is in 14 Degrees Aquarius.
Very freedom-oriented, you must always be able to do what you wish, no matter what. You become stubborn and recalcitrant when others try to force you into a mold. You are a true democrat -- you are not a follower, but you enjoy being with those who are like-minded. You appreciate emotional self-control -- you practice it yourself and you look for it in others. You solve problems, including emotional ones, with your brains and intellect, not your feelings. Try to be tolerant of those who have powerful and obvious emotional responses -- not everyone is as objective, cool, dispassionate and detached as you are.

Mercury is in 25 Degrees Aquarius.
You tend to be very opinionated -- you have strongly felt notions about things and are quite vocal about expressing and defending them. Yet you are also an original thinker -- you enjoy shocking others with your offbeat, original thoughts. You appreciate and need mental and intellectual stimulation. Your judgment is usually fair and impartial -- you can be a good critic because you can remain objective and unemotional about most things.

Venus is in 24 Degrees Aquarius.
You are a friendly and outgoing individual, but close relationships are difficult for you to maintain due to your fear that they will cause you to lose your freedom. You attract friends and associates who are exciting, different and sometimes a bit odd. You are popular with others and enjoy working within a group toward group goals.

Mars is in 03 Degrees Sagittarius.
Your every action is motivated by high moral standards and ideals. You will work very hard to improve the lot of the world at large, but you demand action about it -- you do not like to just sit around and talk about doing it in an abstract manner. You like to be where the real action is. You resist mightily any attempts to limit your freedom and you will assist anyone who feels put down and restricted. You are extremely restless by nature -- physical exercise is very important to you if you would maintain your health.

Jupiter is in 27 Degrees Aquarius.
Your personal growth occurs when you have the freedom to do things in new and interesting ways -- this brings out your natural inventiveness. You are an individualist, but you are also attracted to mass movements that emphasize social betterment and you will devote much time and energy to their efforts. Very fair- minded and objective, you have extraordinary skills at organization and administration.

Saturn is in 08 Degrees Sagittarius.
Basically quite conservative, you respect traditional authority figures and are very thankful and supportive of the laws and institutions which govern your life. You learn and accept new ideas only after having very thoroughly examined them. Ideals and abstract concepts are important to you only if they can be used in some practical fashion. You are so practical and so orderly that you have natural skills in planning, administrating and organizing.

Uranus is in 21 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.

Neptune is in 04 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.

Pluto is in 07 Degrees Scorpio.
For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.

N. Node is in 02 Degrees Taurus.
It's not in your nature to seek out many casual acquaintances in your daily round of activities. You feel much more comfortable with a small, close-knit group of people -- those with whom you can relax and work toward known and clearly defined goals. Your loyalty to a person or group, once given, is forever -- you'll expend all of your quite considerable energy in seeing that the group stays together and prospers. You choose your partners and relationships so carefully that you're bound to gain certain advantages from them, including those of a material nature. Be careful though not to let mere self-service be your motivation in establishing your connections -- make sure that there's an even give-and-take!
skeren: (Blue Sea)
Today, when I came onto the internet, I did my normal kind of catch up for being away all day. Check my messages, my mail, log into my instant messaging programs so my friends could reach me. You know, the usual.

For some reason, today seemed to be a strong day for advocating people without voices. Men who were raped by women, femmes that aren't seen as 'real' lesbians in the lesbian community. All I needed to see was something about transphobia, but wait, I saw that earlier this week.

It's a good trend, I think, that I'm seeing a lot more of this kind of thing. I dislike anyone being told they're invalid in any way, and find it offensive. Then again, I'm also a person who believes that if you want to talk shit, fine, but don't be shocked if someone punches you in the head for being a dick. Because if you're talking shit, you're probably being a dick, let's be real.

I'm used to seeing people I know rail about injustices. I'm used to people wanting to spread messages and watching them run up against the eternal buffer of 'oh yeah? Well THIS happened'. I'm sorry, but seriously people, I don't care what THIS happens to have been.

People experience things their own way. Just because it might not be terrible to you doesn't mean it might not be terrible to them.

An example, if you will. A child skins their knee. They start crying, need a band aid, and for all you know have just suffered the biggest damage in their young life. They get sympathy, they get hugs and kisses. An adult falls, scrapes up their hands, and they get a perfunctory 'you alright?' and someone scolds them for tearing up because they're 'not a child'. How fair is that? Maybe for them, just as for the child, it's the worst hurt they've had in their life.

But people judge on what they don't know. Another example of this, to clarify the point: Someone loses their job due to being fired. People understand and have sympathy without reservation. Someone else loses their job due to quitting. Anyone who doesn't know why probably won't ask, and will instead come at them wondering why the person would throw away a perfectly good job. It's not fair, and for all you know the person quit because their boss was verbally abusive. Or maybe they were fired for being a complete jackass and deserved it. You don't know.

Assumptions are terrible things.

They are, I think, the worst part of people and how they interact with one another. People assume that how something is to go is the only way it should go. People assume that if someone has it 'worse' that it's not worth talking about their own experiences.

That is stupid, untrue, and something I myself have fallen victim to.

Just because it's not as bad as someone else's experience doesn't mean it wasn't a bad experience.

I will use myself as an example. I, many years ago, had a boyfriend who I loved very much at the time. I was a teenager, and at the time, got very attached to people very quickly. I to honest, I miss being able to do that when I'm face to face with people. He is part of why I find it hard to do now.

You see, I moved around the country a lot in my mid-teens, and he came with me through three state changes and two parental custody changes. I thought he was a keeper.

To be honest, he wasn't healthy enough to be a keeper, and I made excuses for him because I knew how terrible of a place his mind was due to his history. It wasn't the right way to handle it. I was in no way mature enough to handle someone as damaged as he was, and I see that now.

That doesn't mean I should have just let him do what he did.

He was a sweet person, unfortunately like a puppy much of the time, and was insecure and clingy. These were all things I could handle, to an extent. And I was fine until we hit the final state of moving around the country. Then he just... went a little far. For a long time, I think I convinced myself that I'd just lost interest in sex. I went from highly sexually active to not having sexual intercourse for eight years, then barely scraping the bottom of frequency in the three years since then. That's more than ten years of my life, and only in the last year and a half have I started to accept that just because I wasn't hurt didn't mean it wasn't bad, and that it didn't damage me.

It did. I never rebuked him for waking me in the dead of the night to have sex with me. I never said anything when he got touchy feely and I just wanted to be left alone, instead just closing myself off and ignoring him while letting him do as he pleased.

I never said anything. I tried to own it, to play it off in my own mind as something fine.

It even started a bit before him, if I'm honest. His friend, someone a lot older, took an innocent anime watching session turned makeout session and just abruptly slipped me a penis. No. Seriously, barely a how do you do, straight from flirting and a little kissing to a dick up the crotch. I was shocked, but not physically hurt, so I just let him do what he wanted. I convinced myself rather quickly it was fine because really, what else was I going to do? My family desperately needed a place to stay, so why not, it's not like I was dating anyone at the time.

And all of this, all of it, somehow translated in my mind as 'it wasn't as bad as those people jumped in the street, and I had fun in the end, didn't I?' so I convinced myself to not talk about it, that it was something I didn't need to bring up to anyone.

That was stupid. It was unhealthy. Just because my situation 'wasn't as bad as it could be' doesn't mean it wasn't BAD. I had sex with someone I didn't even have the slightest inkling of feelings for, but thoroughly convinced my dad I did, so he wouldn't worry, would think that all was well, for months just so that we'd have a place to stay after the people we'd been staying with kicked us out. From there I picked up a severely damaged boyfriend who liked to wake me from a dead sleep by having sex with me.

I never told my dad. I probably never will tell my dad, and it's not even because I blame him, for not seeing what I was doing, but because he would blame himself for not seeing it and he wouldn't recover from that kind of failing I think. He's a gentle man, and he only ever wanted the best for me, so can't do that to him. Sound familiar to anyone else out there?

That doesn't mean I shouldn't have talked to someone sooner. Hell, the first time I talked to someone it started as an offhand comment. The other person didn't catch it, and I played it off almost like a joke. I didn't try again for years, not seriously, dropping comments here and there about surprise sex or the uncomfortable sensation of someone abruptly putting their hands on you when you're trying to sleep.

And I didn't even mean the sleep sex on those occasions, but another instance, and person, entirely. Let's just say she had an opportunity and ran with it, shall we?

In any case... looking back, it makes sense that I just took a sharp right away from sex and never looked back. I think I was, on some level, terrified of having to tell someone about it.

My spouses... I can't remember ever telling either of them about this stuff, not really. The wife maybe more than the husband. I think I told her once about the time someone tried to sell me when I was 16. I might be misremembering and she's totally in the dark. I know it's hard for me to share a bed with anyone, and sometimes the idea of someone pressing down on me in my sleep, even for a cuddle, freaks me out. In some ways, it makes that the waterbed that the spouses share makes my back hurt a blessing. No hurt feelings or elbows and knees when people try to cuddle me, because I've moved mostly to the other room since we got the guest bed.

But this was supposed to be an example.

It's mostly turned into me wanting to shake my younger self and go 'don't delude yourself' because as I get older, I remember more things and see them as something different than what they were to me at the time, because I just wanted them to be nice, so I pretended they were.

Because I assumed, then, that because it wasn't as bad as someone else, that it wasn't as important, that it wasn't worth mentioning because if it wasn't as bad, that meant it wasn't a violation.

That's not true.

Anything that makes you feel invalidated, devalued, dirty, invisible, anything like that, anything even remotely like that, is worth someone listening to you talk about it.

I was so relieved when I could make a friend feel better by telling her she wasn't alone in thoughts like I had, but it broke my heart that she was in a position to feel that way.

Why do people feel the need to make other people feel wretched?

If doesn't even have to be physical.

People attack each other for beliefs, I know I've been. I once got stoned briefly as a child for being a witch. I shit you not. I was cornered on a playground at about fifth grade or so by a band of kids and they started throwing decent sized rocks at me. The only reason I escaped without injury is because the ringleader's mother worked as a playground aide and literally dragged him away by the ear. Who is going to continue on in the wake of THAT?

People isolate when they don't understand. I grew up in a bubble of solitude as a child the other children were terrified to break. They'd be nice to me alone, almost to the man, but if two or more were together they'd publicly scorn me. Kids only sat with me, before puberty hit the boys in seventh grade at least, if teachers made them. Otherwise, if I sat at a lunch table? Every child would get up and go elsewhere, leaving me alone. Things like that hurt, and not everyone is strong enough to weather them. Just because I am doesn't mean I expect anyone else to be, and would willingly lend them my hands.

It can be over sexuality. I've had people get in my face about how there's no way I could be open to any gender. And by any I mean any. I have been with male, female, pre-op Male to Female, and have gotten a very good look at a pre-op Female to Male. I see nothing wrong in being with any of these people. I do not care if someone is of the decision their gender is smurf. If I love them, or find them beautiful, I will still love them and find them beautiful and nothing will change my mind, even the people who don't believe that it's a thing that people REALLY feel.

It can be over relationships. I've always been poly. In high school I briefly had two boyfriends and a girlfriend once. People presumed I was a slut. At the time, I hadn't had sex with any of them, and only one of them ever ended up getting any at all. Go figure.

It can be over something as simple as what people wear. I, for instance, don't like to wear pants. I wear dresses, skirts, heels, all manner of girly things. I am forever bewildered when I run up against people who laugh at me for it, who mock me for deviating from the norm and wanting to look pretty. It hurts, when my effort to look nice is ridiculed, especially when I know I DO look good.

Of course, gender. My uncle, now deceased, lived with me and my dad a while when I was 17, not too long after the first mentioned boyfriend up there moved away. He had this friend, and the man was obnoxious. He was convinced that because I was a pretty girl that I didn't have two thoughts to rub together. My dad, aware of my growing impatience with the man, nudged me to talk to him so that he'd get out and stop spending so much time at our house. I may not have been a nice person that day, and picked apart his beliefs, but it scared him off, and while I'm glad about that, on reflection, I kind of wish I'd used something less cruel to do it. Yes he was a chauvinist pig, but using his religion against him might have been a bit low.

And lastly... remember how I mentioned up there about needing a place to stay? Me and my family moved around a lot because we were pretty much homeless for years. My mom sold the house without really giving dad a chance to protest so we were adrift. During that time, I had an English teacher, and all I remember about her is the day she made me furious. She asked the class, for the daily topic, to write a page about why homeless people should be kept out of public schools. I could have screamed. It's probably good I didn't, but I wanted to. So much.

In any case, as the above shows... people will find things to assume about. They think they know you, so they treat you a certain way. And on the flipside, sometimes you'll assume things about yourself without trying to see if they're really true too.

Being self aware is hard. It hurts. It takes time and patience and care.

Being able to offer that awareness to others and not shy away from their pain? It's even harder. But sometimes, many times even, it's worth it. I promise.

I just hope people learn to stop assuming, and start accepting, be the people on the other side men, women, or something else. Victims are victims, and a bad day will stay a bad day to that person, even if it sounds like a wonderful dream to you.

Don't devalue the pain of another just because yours doesn't match up.

The world doesn't need more of that. It never did.
skeren: (Happy Sadist: Anko)
I shall move it here unto eternity that people can henceforth use it to Road to Ninja gracefully.

Conclusions:

1. Sasuke is, indeed, still a ninja
2. Itachi was flirting with Sakura. (He touched her the WHOLE TIME. Very forward for Itachi, that)
3. Uchiha Clan: Still dead. You see no Uchiwa that aren't on Sasuke.
4. Sakura and Ino had no reason to compete for Sasuke because all they have to do is look at him to get his attention. The downside? It really calmed their personalities.

Conclusions for Flirtsuke?
Itachi probably still killed the clan, but told Sasuke to make a better one and prove that the family could be worth something instead of telling him to hate him.

Of course, this means that Sasuke, being the awkward bo he was, probably took it too far and just threw his childhood enthusiasm at everything...as well as learning how to tackle being a people pleaser. So really, while he flirts with everyone it's less about getting into their pants (you DO see him act like normal Sasuke at Naruto after all), and more about just making them happy while he tries to work out how to get around to rebuilding the clan.

Reasoning? If Sakura's dad was the 4th and sealed the Kyuubi (and I notice he stole someone ELSE's kid for this. Her dad clearly has looser morals.) then Hiruzen STILL had charge of the village until Tsunade

Menma:
He was wearing a henge the whole time. Reason for wearing one? Getting away from Hinata and her crazy intense scaring off the girls habit.

Conclusions for that? He doesn't like her that way. I suspect he's also kind of flaily over Sasuke because GDI he wants girls too.

The reason Naruto's loudness made everyone kind of o.O? He tried to be more like his dad, since he had an example to follow. Clearly, that didn't all work out, though he used his abilities differently likely because he actually had someone at home to teach him in the first place.

Due to the entire Akatsuki being a more cordially known mercenary group, I suspect that Sakura's parents actually managed to kill Tobi when he unleashed Kyuubi on the village.

No escaping to come rain on the parade another day, in other words.

Hyuuga

Due to the change in leadership, it's not impossible that the whole Hinata and Neji thing might be because Hizashi simply isn't dead there.

To explain, Minato and Sakura's dad likely handled things differently before they died, and I can see it meaning that things took up in a slightly slanted political place.

Kumo might have been in a more guarded position or something, and having Hiashi being more relaxed and open would have gone a long way to changing all three kids. Or possibly just two as we have no idea if Hanabi even exists, since with the age gap it's not impossible that she was a grief baby. Though if Hinata was the ONLY choice for heir, and had an uncle she could cry to, it would go a long way to bolstering her to, well, Hinata-the-scary.

On the flipside, Neji being so relaxed is entirely possible if his dad never died since, well, hello, he turned bitter BECAUSE of that death

Team 10
Shikamaru... I'm just gonna blame him going stupid on Kyuubi, honestly. Not directly, but more that he got seriously adled during the attack maybe? His parents got too close and got blasted with the chakra while he was still tiny and developing.

Chouji's state might be a reaction to his teammates. Ino has less confidence in herself, so she's not as flamingly outgoing. Between her and Shikamaru, I can see Chouji realizing young that he has to be the strong one here. He has to be always ready because he can't afford to be slow. That could have led to his intense need to keep in fighting shape, even if he might not have the chakra to use his other abilities at all times, that didn't matter, what mattered was being able to protect the other two, so he worked to that end. In a sort of feedback loop, I can see that also leading to Ino having even less confidence, because she isn't needed to push the others, and thus, prefers to fade back when possible.

Team Gai
Lee.... Gai being utterly uninspired to do anything means that Lee had to get inspiration to drive him SOMEWHERE.

With Neji being distractable, and Tenten being woefully clumsy (I'm calling that one on account of early paranoia of Neji being er, handsy, leading to bad habits with weapons) he sort of just kind of idled out there. He still clearly wants to improve, but while Neji might still be strong, his driving force isn't as intense. Thus. Lee turned to womens underthings, so that, perhaps, someday, he might manage to you know, get someone else to wear them because they were so very impressed with him. AKA an eternal personal reminder.

Rivals
Gai and Kakashi. I'm blaming that on Minato, actually. Simply put, Kakashi never wanted to disappoint his sensei and went full tilt but the fact he's still badly fumbled missions means he sort of started to falter in the face of them, so he trained harder and harder... and ultimately ends up running himself into the ground so when presented with a mission, once again, issues.

Gai, likely realizing things, probably ended up being forced to be some kind of voice of reason, and simply put, realized sooner how tired he was because Kakashi can run circles around him, and since he WAS, then there is clearly no need for Gai to push him, and instead he needs to reel him in, thus, dampening the whole youthfulness. You see a bit of him feeling old in canon, so it'sa case of him realizing it sooner, instead of him not having the thought at all.

Stragglers
Sai... Sai clearly didn't end up in ROOT and the lack of needing to repress meant that he didn't really learn to focus on his art. Result? He simply never improved past a certain point

Shino and Kiba. I... I really have no idea what the hell happened to those two.

With them it really looks like they just had, due to the state of the village, really bad experiences with their respective animals as kids, and it turned them off it, thus killing off their love for what in canon is what drives them, and in Kiba's case causing bad blood between Akamaru and him, while in Shino's case turning into overt paranoia.

Tsunade and Shizune... Simply put, Tsunade never grew into her bountiful bosom, and her confidence didn't take a jump with it.

Shizune on the other hand did and probably settled into the role of trying to drag up Tsunade's spirits, since it's clear they're close, and ended up getting more powerful as a side effect.
skeren: (Blue Sea)
Title: A Literary Expose on Uzumaki Breeding Habits.
Fandom: Naruto
Note: Pure Crack for the aspiring mind... but weirdly accurate.

And onto the rest )
skeren: (Cruel to be Kind)
Title: My Lost Dreams
Fandom: Naruto
Characters: Obito and Rin
Wordcount: 1925
Rating: Mature
Notes: For the kink Bingo prompt 'Flogging.'
Summary: Sometimes dreams can break your heart all over again.

Obito knew, from the moment he woke, that something was off. There were many indicators that could have brought this to his attention. It could have been the cold stone against his cheek and torso, bare when he didn't remember undressing. It could have been that his arms were looped around a bounder, tied, but still oddly comfortable in spite of his nakedness and the cool cave air around him. It could have been any of those things.

But, in a way that only dreams captured, that only the subconscious would do, what first drew his attention was the soft, gentle sweep of careful, delicate fingers carding through his short hair. After that was the humming in a high, soft beat that both familiar and heartbreaking to him. Rin's voice. It was only then that the other details, the unimportant ones, flit through his mind, pulling him forward to the sense of reality.

Even suspecting it was a dream, temporary, fleeting, he wouldn't let go of it. He would see what Rin wanted, because she never came to him in his dreams, much as he wished she would. She was always momentary, distant. She walked away from him and smiled, but never got close enough to speak to. And this? This was unlike any of those dreams, and he didn't understand, not yet, but he wanted to. He wanted to know what had brought her to him, but he was almost afraid to move, or speak, lest she turn and walk away, leaving him in a too-familiar cave, bound to a rock he instinctively knew had been the one that tore him from her.

Why had she chosen this place? Why this stone? What was she trying to say? His breath caught as he bit back the questions, but it was enough to bring a pause to the humming, to still her fingers in his hair. And then? Then she did something she hadn't done in over ten years in these dreams, that she'd avoided as she smiled secretly, but never ever did. She spoke.

"Obito." The tone was casual, the one she always used when she was just a little amused, but trying to be stern. "I know you're awake Obito, so you can stop pretending."

He didn't try to keep up the charade, and slowly, he cracked his eyes open, staring at the stone in front of his face. It was only when she moved her hand away that he turned his head, suddenly frightened she would be gone before he could... he didn't even know. Just that she was be gone, most likely.

The panicked motion brought her into his line of vision, where she was leaning over, a small smile on her face as she put her hand on top of his head instead, clearly trying to reassure and calm him. "It's okay, Obito, see? Isn't it better not to hide from me?"

He gave a shaky nod under her hand, careful not to dislodge it even as he felt his throat locking with tears. She was here, but he didn't understand why.

"Oh no! Obito, that wasn't the reaction I wanted at all but..." She sighed, setting something down out of his line of vision and moving her other hand to run a finger down his cheek, brushing away the tear that had escaped. "This is why I've been avoiding talking to you you know! You already hurt enough!"

"Don't go!" The words were an immediate plea when she made to take her hands back, because he knew if she left she wouldn't come back to him, that this dream might be eaten by daylight, and the idea was unbearable. "Please. Please, Rin."

She gave a soft sigh, then leaned down and kissed his forehead, her smile turning sad. "Okay. You don't need to cry just now. I just... needed to talk to you, to try to help you, because watching you... You hurt so much and that hurts me too, standing back, but... you know I wouldn't like what you've done, don't you?"

Though the tone was gentle, it still made something crack inside, a quiet confirmation of something he'd already known. "Rin?"

"You killed a lot of people who didn't do anything to you, to Konoha." Her fingers, previously stilled, resumed their slow petting. "You killed your family Obito. Sensei, Kushina, your cousins. So many others. Even going to Mist, and doing what you did... You caused the deaths of infants, and why? For me? Why would I want that Obito?"

It made him want to look away, and he never looked away from Rin when she was speaking to him. Never. But, how could she meet his eyes? How could he meet hers? "Rin, I'm going to fix it."

She slowly shook her head, sighing softly and shifting her position, hugging him around the shoulders so the cloth of her mission clothes pressed against his skin before she pulled back. "You can't fix it. You can try. I want you to try, but you can't make it all better." She shifted back, crouching so they were eye to eye, with her side leaned up against stone. "You can't make me all better."

What could he say to that? If she'd been watching, she knew all about the plan. Didn't she have faith in him? Have faith that everything would be okay? Didn't she see what he was going to do? Once more he was rendered speechless, and this time it was more than one tear that escaped him as he shook his head, wanting, needing her to understand. But no words would come.

"I know what you intend to do, and I have faith in you. I know you can do it... but I'm not sure it's the right thing. I never wanted what you plan to do. That is, what you plan to do to you. But I know I can't convince you, not like this. I know my words won't be enough because you hurt so so much on the inside..." She smiled, but it was incredibly sad now, solemn. "So I'm not going to use words."

When she moved this time, she pulled fully away, collecting something from the ground and padding out of his line of sight, a soft swish of leather on stone the only clue as to what she'd collected. He tried to follow her with his eyes. She was, however, very quick to use a hand, gently pressing his cheek back to stone in denial.

"Just close your eyes, okay? I've... never done this before, so I need to concentrate. I just think it will help you. Especially because it's me doing it, alright?" Did she sound a little nervous? He was sure she sounded a little nervous, but when she moved her hand, he forced himself to stay still. He didn't have enough confidence that if he looked now she would vanish, and it pulled obedience from him.

Then again, Rin had only ever had to ask him something, and he would do it. Even now, a lifetime away from her, it was still like that.

The next touch wasn't hands. No, it was the smooth sensation of leather, dozens of strands of the material, and she ran it down his back, taking a deep breath even he could hear before it was gone again, returning with a sharp sting. Testing.

It took him a minute to realize that she had some kind of flogger, and it took a great deal of willpower not to crane around and check. Rin was... beating him? But... not.

He didn't even understand what this was, but the sharp stinging flick had a noise to it, a heaviness that was catching his attention as his mind spun in a circle that was filled with not knowing how to feel. In dreams, wasn't there supposed to be no pain? Because as the strikes got carefully, if slightly clumsily, harder, it did start to hurt, making his breath hitch into the silence between swings. It hurt, but he still didn't look, didn't try to vanish her, because if she was dong this...

If his sweet compassionate Rin was doing this, then he must have done something truly terrible to warrant it, because Rin never hurt anyone. The thought was enough to finally draw a sob from him, a sound that made her motions hitch, like she intended to stop, but she didn't. Instead she picked up her pace, working her way carefully from shoulder, to hip, to what was reachable of his backside and the soles of his feet. All of his skin stung, but instead of stopping she slowly worked her way back to his shoulders, catching at his sides, the backs of his arms.

By the time she finally stopped he was well and truly crying, not from the pain. Physical pain was nothing. No, he was crying because she had felt she needed to do that. He couldn't even apologize because he still didn't think he was wrong, and they both knew it. He wanted to apologize, wanted to make it better, but the only apology he would be able to give was to keep going. And he knew she knew.

When the hollow clatter of a handle and leather hit the ground, he finally twisted, terrified that he'd banished her, but before he could open his eyes, when did he close them? He didn't remember closing them, but before he could open them, she was there, her clothed body pressed against his bare, red hot back and bringing the sting to something worse as she hugged him, her arms going around his shoulders, one getting between him and stone across his collarbone as the other ran down his arm to rest with her fingers curled over his bound wrist.

Her tone, when she finally spoke, was rough with her own tears, so soft, and so very helpless. "I'm sorry, Obito."

He didn't even have to think, shaking his head as he struggled to breathe, to stop the tears enough to be heard. "No. No, never apologize. Not to me. I failed you."

Her hold tightened, and she shook her head in turn, kissing his temple before easing away. "No, you didn't, Obito. Someday you'll understand. At least, I hope you do."

As her touch pulled away, he made a mournful sound, turning to try to look, to see her one last time, even if it was through a sheen of tears. "Rin? Rin, please don't go! I'm sorry! I'll fix it, anything, just please!"

There was one last, fleeting touch on his hair, a soft sigh. "I'm so sorry. Goodbye. Please... Please just be happy. Be the good person I know you are."

And then, the touch was gone, and when he twisted it was from dream into reality, the motion sharp and near violent enough that it sent him falling from his bed in a heap.

She was gone.

She was gone, and he knew instinctively that even the dreams with secretive smiles wouldn't happen again.

He didn't even try to pick himself up off the ground as he put his face against the mattress and sobbed, so glad that Deidara was occupied elsewhere.

He just didn't have the heart to say the words 'Tobi is a good boy'...

Because Obito certainly wasn't.
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bodies and body parts
Hidan and Shikamaru
watersports
Kisame and Kankuro
ageplay
Shisui and Chouji
exposure / exhibitionism
Sakura and Sakura
subspace / headspace
Danzo and Hizashi
body inflation
Chouji and Suigetsu
nippleplay / tit torture
Sakura and Hinata
verbal humiliation
Suigetsu and Karin
obedience / disobedience
Kakashi and Minato
shaving / depilation
Ino and Tenten
torture / interrogation
Possibly Shikamaru and Hidan
whipping / flogging: Rin and Obito fic: My Lost Dreams wildcard
Paths of Pein, wet dreams
begging
Hinata and Sasuke
penance / punishment
Sakura and Sasuke
endurance
Sasori and Lee or Gai
danger
Sakura and Orochimaru
dirty talk
Sasuke and Itachi
scars / scarification
Iruka and Ibiki
fisting / stretching
Iruka and Itachi
tattoos / tattooing
Haku and Obito
caning
Iruka and Naruto
animal play
Kiba and Orochimaru
tickling
Kotetsu and Izumo
leather / latex / rubber
Obito and Gai


OT4 where team 7 goes after Kakashi as a unit.
Sakura and Yamato relationship.
Individual relationships among Team 7 with Sai and Yams.

Kakashi and Gai
Obito and Gai
Other pairings.

WRITE THE THING ME, WRITE IT.

Obito

April 19th, 2013 04:48 pm
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I Am A: Chaotic Evil Human Ranger (5th Level)


Ability Scores:

Strength-16

Dexterity-18

Constitution-18

Intelligence-16

Wisdom-13

Charisma-16


Alignment:
Chaotic Evil A chaotic evil character does whatever his greed, hatred, and lust for destruction drive him to do. He is hot-tempered, vicious, arbitrarily violent, and unpredictable. If he is simply out for whatever he can get, he is ruthless and brutal. If he is committed to the spread of evil and chaos, he is even worse. Thankfully, his plans are haphazard, and any groups he joins or forms are poorly organized. Typically, chaotic evil people can be made to work together only by force, and their leader lasts only as long as he can thwart attempts to topple or assassinate him. Chaotic evil is sometimes called demonic because demons are the epitome of chaotic evil. Chaotic evil is the best alignment you can be because combines self-interest and pure freedom. However, chaotic evil can be a dangerous alignment because it represents the destruction not only of beauty and life but also of the order on which beauty and life depend.


Race:
Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.


Class:
Rangers are skilled stalkers and hunters who make their home in the woods. Their martial skill is nearly the equal of the fighter, but they lack the latter's dedication to the craft of fighting. Instead, the ranger focuses his skills and training on a specific enemy a type of creature he bears a vengeful grudge against and hunts above all others. Rangers often accept the role of protector, aiding those who live in or travel through the woods. His skills allow him to move quietly and stick to the shadows, especially in natural settings, and he also has special knowledge of certain types of creatures. Finally, an experienced ranger has such a tie to nature that he can actually draw on natural power to cast divine spells, much as a druid does, and like a druid he is often accompanied by animal companions. A ranger's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that he can cast.


Find out What Kind of Dungeons and Dragons Character Would You Be?, courtesy of Easydamus (e-mail)



Detailed Results:

Alignment:
Lawful Good ----- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (15)
Neutral Good ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXX (14)
Chaotic Good ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (21)
Lawful Neutral -- XXXXXXXXXXXX (12)
True Neutral ---- XXXXXXXXXXX (11)
Chaotic Neutral - XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (18)
Lawful Evil ----- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (24)
Neutral Evil ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (23)
Chaotic Evil ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (30)

Law & Chaos:
Law ----- XXXXXXXX (8)
Neutral - XXXXXXX (7)
Chaos --- XXXXXXXXXXXXXX (14)

Good & Evil:
Good ---- XXXXXXX (7)
Neutral - XXXX (4)
Evil ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (16)

Race:
Human ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXX (13)
Dwarf ---- XXXXXXXXXX (10)
Elf ------ XXXX (4)
Gnome ---- XXXXXXXX (8)
Halfling - XXXXXX (6)
Half-Elf - XXXXXXXXXXXX (12)
Half-Orc - XXXXXX (6)

Class:
Barbarian - (0)
Bard ------ (-2)
Cleric ---- (-2)
Druid ----- (-23)
Fighter --- (-2)
Monk ------ (-17)
Paladin --- (-19)
Ranger ---- XXXXXXXX (8)
Rogue ----- (-2)
Sorcerer -- XX (2)
Wizard ---- (-6)
skeren: (Cuddle: Hinata and group)
Title: Ploy
Series: Naruto
Characters: Hinata and Naruto
Note: Play on ships.

Things had gotten rather hectic after she had declared herself to Naruto. She could admit this. She understood that life had a way of distracting people.

As did war.

And things going horribly wrong.

But really, a year later and... nothing. Not a hint of a word to show he even remembered what they’d gone through together as a team.

It was beyond ridiculous. She’d thought that maybe, somehow...

But no.

Instead he’d turned the full brunt of his focus on to Sasuke and had failed to give her an answer at all.

Which... led to her current situation.

She was going to make him notice her.

One last pin was slid into place, twisting her hair up away from her face, since she was not going to cut it, even for this, then she ran her hands down the white material of her shirt. She was going to ignore the little voice in the back of her head screaming ‘don’t do it!’ over and over again, and she was going to intercept Naruto before he took off out of the village again for who knew how long so she could get an answer.

However... it would be very very bad if her father caught her doing this, so she made sure to yank a cloak over her outfit before she went off in search of the man she loved, looking around with her Byakugan before she dared approach. She must not be caught!

Straightening her back, she crept up behind Naruto and took a deep breath... only for her nerves to get the better of her as she forced herself to throw off the cloak and not clutch the shirt closed. “N-Naruto-kun?”

The fact she stumbled was probably why he startled, but that was nothing compared to the shock that crossed his face when he finally turned around, and she could feel herself going bright red. “What are you- is that- Hinata?!”

She was going to die, and it would be because she wasn’t as shameless as an Uchiha, she just knew it. “...Naruto-kun, I’ve been waiting for an answer from you.”

“You’re dressed like Sasuke.”

“....Yes.”

“And you’re not...” He waved at her chest, clearly having issues keeping himself from staring at the far from concealing shirt. “You’re not, uh, cold?”

“...Maybe a little.”

Naruto looked incredibly relieved after she said this and promptly wrapped her in his coat, looking around before grabbing the cloak and wrapping that around her too. “There! All better. You can just... bring that back when you come meet me later, okay?”

“Meet you?”

“Right. I, uh... we need to talk, right?”

There was a moment of silence, and Hinata basked in her victory. “Right.”
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Title: Battle Lines
Fandom: FFVII
Universe: Vampire Sephiroth
Challenge: VampSeph + Nature Spirit Aeris + Human Zack: Rescue. Who tears more Turned apart?


It was a mess of fairly epic proportions. Seph had up and gotten kidnapped, Aeris had busted in in the dead of the night, and overall it just made for a really bad day. Who was expecting that? Yes, sure, Seph had always been rather eventful to live with, but this was new. Usually the man was so careful...

But he was finding all levels of appreciation for the girl he’d rescued a few years back. Sure, she was young, but he was almost completely sure that her ‘young’ was still years older than him, so he didn’t even try to ask. Instead, he got to focus on not freaking out and cutting up branches when she used them to yank him out of the way of attacks he was almost sure he could have dodged, and otherwise just not getting killed.

Turned or ‘Cursed’ as Seph liked to call them were complicated kills. At least, if a guy didn’t blast through them with silver edged blades like he was. Aeris was pretty damn impressive too, a flurry of death that rent apart the people who had stolen someone precious to them both.

In the end though, Seph, sword in hand and breathing heavy, was the one who came to them.

He was weak, and obviously exhausted, and looked like if he lost any more blood he’d set to biting people himself, but he was alive. The trail of bodies behind him, on the other hand, attested that even captured he was still a more experienced killer than them both.
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Your result for The Remarkably Thorough Harry Potter Character Test...

Bellatrix Lestrange

"Avada Kedavra! Oh, it's just a fox."




You are Bellatrix Lestrange, Death Eater and sister of Narcissa Malfoy. Bellatrix is loud, snobbish, and completely insane. Without even having to speak, Bellatrix already has a very menacing demeanor about her; luckily for everyone in the wizarding world, though, she doesn’t attempt to hide her madness. She thoroughly enjoys dominating and humiliating others (especially if they’re Muggle-born), and tends to react convulsively to stressful situations. As a Death Eater, she is enamored with Voldemort, swooning over him as a little girl does to a schoolyard crush. However, Voldemort barely ever acknowledges her loyalty, which causes her to constantly crave his attention. You and Bellatrix are similar in the sense that neither of you have a true goal in life other than self-gratification. Like Bellatrix, you do not seek the approval of society at large, but it’s likely that there is one special person for whom you would do anything. If you don’t have a special someone, then you probably have a group of friends that receive a small part of your attention. Where’s the other part? Why, it’s going toward the things that you want most out of life, of course. Whatever those things may be, you are determined to fulfill your desires and you will do pretty much anything to get them. Try not to get sucked into the tediousness of unrequited love - it’ll just distract you!



In short, you are more:



Impulsive than cautious


Immature than mature


Arrogant than modest


Weird than normal


Extroverted than introverted




Your polar opposite is Remus Lupin.

Take The Remarkably Thorough Harry Potter Character Test at HelloQuizzy

skeren: (Fandom is Love)
Fullmetal Alchemist
Alphonse Elric:

[personal profile] skeletalangel
Created years ago while the Manga was still going from the point of Greed's abduction. Homeless.

Alphonse Elric:

[personal profile] thecalmone
Homeless currently, and taken from just before the Pride fight, lived at [community profile] route_29. Currently homeless.

Greed:

[personal profile] thebestsin
Greed has no home.

Death Note
L Lawliet:

[personal profile] wideeyedstare
L is taken from the point of death and has no home~ Considering him or Kumo-ninship.

Near: Account hijacked by another muse on arrival to DW

Trinity Blood
Seth Nightlord:

[personal profile] ourladymother
Homeless, but played from the manga version of her.

Abel Nightroad: no account

Harry Potter
Peter Pettigrew:

[personal profile] lostmarauder
Peter is taken from his last year at Hogwarts and has no idea what's about to happen to his life. He's still just a Marauder now, and has no permanent home when not in his game.

Has been turned into an Oto shinobi for [community profile] sunshineverse. Genjutsu and seal specialist.

Gundam Wing
Zechs Merquise:

[personal profile] hiddenprince
He has no home, but temptation finally lured me into making him an account to poke around with.

Chang Wufei:

[personal profile] honorboundchang
He has no home, though I finally found his account info.

Duo Maxwell: No Account but still kicking


Final Fantasy IX
Kuja:

[personal profile] theloveliestmage
I've played Kuja off and on in dressing rooms for years, but he's never been given a game.

Vivi Ornitier: No account but he's in my head

Kingdom Hearts
Sephiroth:

[personal profile] thewaitingdark
Made years ago to play the villain, he ended up spending years of CR in the Love Hotel. He's accessible but no longer my primary muse.

Cloud:

[personal profile] oncelostindark
I made him as a companion to my KH Sephiroth because, well, I have an interesting mechanic between them that's pretty dark. Rarely played though, no home.

Riku: He comes and goes x.x Like, he'll visit then next time I look poof, gone.
Sora: This one... is complicated and a hardcore FFVII crossover muse. No DW journal.

Final Fantasy VII
Sephiroth Crescent:

[personal profile] bornofpower
This Sephiroth is a Vampire. He is completely AU and has been on his own for a very long time.

Sephiroth:

[personal profile] giftsofglory
This gem of a jerk is canon post-madness. Though in his case he was just being a dick. Really.
Mainly a Love Hotel devotee these days.

Sephiroth:

[personal profile] silverterror
This is a Shinobi Sephiroth, for the game [community profile] sunshineverse. He's a Bloodline user from Kiri.

Sephira:
[personal profile] webofchance
AU where Sephiroth was born female, has not been played on DW.

Vincent Valentine:

[personal profile] illtimedturk
Vincent is pre-FFVII timeline in its entirety. Basically, he's hijacked as a Turk from the start of the Nibelheim mission.

Vincent Valentine:

[personal profile] sleepingturk
Another FFVII timeline Vincent, though this one was from later in the game. Could be used for Turk!Vincent. Homeless.

Vincent:
[personal profile] demon_general
This Vincent is pulled from a fanfiction where in the world was greatly AU and he had been a general in his nation's army.
Unplayed on DW.

Zack:

[personal profile] honorablefool
Zack was created before Crisis Core came out so I ascribe to the violet eyes coloration for him. It's a flexible account though and has no home.

Reno:

[personal profile] redliason
He's from my girl-Sephiroth AU and is the Turk Liaison to SOLDIER
Homeless~

Yazoo:

[personal profile] alluringremnant
He only lives in DRs but was my first FFVII muse ever and has been with me several years.

Masamune:

[personal profile] themasamune
Yes, he is the sword, weighted down into the personification of humanity. He loves all the Sephiroths out there and is super loyal though, really.

Andriel:

[personal profile] andriel
Andriel is an almost OC which took the concept of 'if Sephiroth hadn't taken over that clone' and gave the clone that hadn't had a previous life it's own story had it simply been abandoned. He is that AU, and has not been played on DW.


Naruto
Obito Uchiha:

[personal profile] thebestuchiha
Set in an AU where he became Hokage after being pulled from the rocks by his sensei at 13. Currently 30.
His game is [community profile] sunshineverse


[personal profile] itsjustdust
Obito is a total goob and formerly lived at [community profile] route_29

Obito Uchiha:

[personal profile] twoeyedjounin
Obito is an AU where Minato insisted on digging out the 'body' and they found out he was alive. The original version of this universe, not related to the Sunshine timeline anymore.

Obito Uchiha:

[personal profile] shatteredwithinillusion
Canon version of the guy. Spoilerific.

Itachi Uchiha:

[personal profile] stillpure
This Itachi is 8! yes, 8. And a genin.

Itachi Uchiha:

[personal profile] youngesthokage
The fellow is the muse that got me into Naruto. He is an AU where bad things happened, but he ended up Hokage and a chunk of the Uchiha clan is still around.

Itachi Uchiha:

[personal profile] whatoncewas
This is a female Itachi. She's 13, the day before Shisui died for her and the village.

Sakura Haruno:

[personal profile] willtowin
Sakura is spoilerific to the current chapter. Good luck.

Sakumo Haruno:

[personal profile] notaflower
I love this guy. He's a genderbend of Sakura and I think he's absolutely awesome. A bit blunter than his female counterpart, and a bit more hands on, he's actually a pretty sweet guy.

Mikoto Uchiha:

[personal profile] proudofmybaby
She's taken from her time of death.

Sasuke Uchiha:

[personal profile] sparkplug_chan
Sasuke is a girl, and her timeline is wildly AU because of this. In a fun way!

Ino Yamanaka:

[personal profile] perfectcosmos
I really love this girl, but I don't quite dare bring her to any games because she would consume all my time forever.

Orochimaru:

[personal profile] smallstepstopower
26 year old Orochimaru. Eternally put out by the 'you so evil' faces people make at him.
Same account, different muse. 16 year old Oro who was a student over at [community profile] ninjahigh no longer in a game.

Rock Lee:

[personal profile] endeavorbeyondgenius
Lee is taken from before the kage summit!

Neji Hyuuga:

[personal profile] whyalwaysme
SD Neji! He's from the SD anime.

Naruto Uzumaki:

[personal profile] withoutareason
He's only seven years old and horribly people shy. It's before he really gets a lot of his confidence.

Nagato:

[personal profile] teachingpeace
He lived over at [community profile] ninjahigh as a teacher. A Drama teacher to be specific. Suffice to say he knows how to handle students. No longer in the game.
He then became a canon account played at [community profile] luceti from after the Edo Tensai.

Currently in [community profile] sunshineverse as the god-leader of Ame.

Iruka Umino

[personal profile] senseiofthesea
Iruka finally rolled in to stay for the game [community profile] sunshineverse.

Juugo:

[personal profile] needsatimeout
Resided previously at [community profile] cityofariel.

Danzo Shimura:

[tumblr.com profile] konohawarhawk
A Danzo played up and down his timeline and with all manner of AUs.

Obito Uchiha:

[tumblr.com profile] unwaveringmotives
Another one played up and down his timeline, though often defaulting to Tobi timeframe for new people.

Itachi Uchiha:
[tumblr.com profile] hisownpath
Another Hokage Itachi, though this one is 25, and is open to pretty much anyone that wants to play with him.

Izuna Uchiha:
[tumblr.com profile] impurevision
He's mostly a secret since I've done very very little with him so far. Clearly I need to try harder with these things. He too is open to anywhere on the timeline, AUs, the works.

Tsuyomaru Uchiha:
[tumblr.com profile] fanofages
This is a personification of Madara's Fan. He's actually painfully adorable, and not always solid, but he does try when people actually spot him. Really.


Yu Yu Hakusho
Koenma: Shaky, but still around.
Kurama: Never quite dies, no account.

Muses That Have Other Categories
Claest: The idea of giving this man access to DW communities frightens me. He's an OC.
Jacob Tesing: Part of the same universe as Claest, he's much more fun to play with, but again, reluctant to toss him into DW.

I also have a Jareth the goblin king that comes and goes for writing purposes, and some small voices for the Fushigi Yuugi cast lurking around. Mainly Nuriko, but Tasuki isn't non-existent either.

Musebox
[community profile] cityofshadow

Dressing Room
Mostly abandoned.
All Naruto based: [community profile] one_long_mission

Games I Run
[community profile] sunshineverse
Naruto Panfandom AU where Obito returned home after being crushed.
skeren: (A light in the Dark)
Title: Always Returned
Fandom: Death Note
Characters: Matt, Mello
Word count: 966

One seriously rainy night. )
skeren: (Comfort: Zack/Reno)
Final Fantasy VII

[insanejournal.com profile] icedark_elf and me are doing Sephiroth/Zack for [insanejournal.com profile] 10_rpscenes
It hasn't got a name yet, but the archive post is over here.

Multiparters
[insanejournal.com profile] never_speak_it Collab universe about the darker side of people. Many squicks and kinks will be used, be warned.

The Right Hand Path )

By Your Pain )

Light Without Shadows )

Nations )

Vision Lost )

A World Without )

Begun Broken )

Young Gods )

The Right Thing )

The Line )

A Voyage of Night )

30 Deathfics )


Oneshots
General )

Boy Slash )

Girl Slash
Sunlit memory Aeris was thinking of the past.

Het )

Artwork )
skeren: (A light in the Dark)
Title: No Chance to Wake
Fandom: Death Note
Characters: Light, Near
Warnings: Implications of prior severe abuse
Word count: 1854
Notes: This Fic actually is a sequel to this story called Perfect Despair. I found that fic through Yaoi Gallery, oddly enough, through this picture as I was browsing an artist a friend linked me to. I noticed in the comments of the fic that the author wouldn’t mind seeing a sequel and wasn’t considering it herself, so I wrote this, as I’d felt inspired. Don’t read the prequel or look at the picture if blood and extremely dark themes bother you. This fic has enough background mentions you can get a feel for it without either item.

Sometimes, nothing stops )
skeren: (A light in the Dark)
Title: Thought Consideration
Series: Death Note
Character: L
words: 562
Notes: This was a spur of the moment voice test to see if I could get into the guy's head. It was... easier than I believe it would be. Let me know what you think.

One last move. )
skeren: (Tifa: String)
Title: Hero
Fandom: FFVII
Characters: Tifa, Cloud
Words: 566
Summary: Tifa doesn't like what she sees.

She didn't approve )
skeren: (Leon: Lost eyes)
Title: Crystal Clarity
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts
Characters/Pairing: Leon, implied Cloud/Leon
Words: 488
Note: I literally woke up this morning with Leon-muse saying all this in my head.
Summary: Some things seem so clear, on reflection.

Sometimes... )
skeren: (Comfort: Zack/Reno)
I've never had anyone I've known personally die before.

Especially not someone I didn't exactly get along with and was kind of mean to because he was a complete ass too.

But, apparently it just feels bad, and even though we weren't close at all, it still kind of hurts a bit.

I'm worried about my dad. He's taking this like I am but a thousand times worse. Not knowing how to feel about it but kind of having known it might happen without really thinking it would.

And Gramma.... Gramma didn't even answer when I called her so I can only imagine how bad this must be for her. My Uncle was her favorite son, even if he was a drunken ass, so...

Yeah.

I know this isn't a happy post at all, and that I haven't posted in a while but... I kinda needed to say -something- so I felt like I knew how I was handling my uncle being found dead today.


Not sure it worked but...

Yeah.

I'll be around AIM if anyone wants to talk to me. It just doesn't seem right to go to work today.

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