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This is just.... strange.
I've never had anyone I've known personally die before.
Especially not someone I didn't exactly get along with and was kind of mean to because he was a complete ass too.
But, apparently it just feels bad, and even though we weren't close at all, it still kind of hurts a bit.
I'm worried about my dad. He's taking this like I am but a thousand times worse. Not knowing how to feel about it but kind of having known it might happen without really thinking it would.
And Gramma.... Gramma didn't even answer when I called her so I can only imagine how bad this must be for her. My Uncle was her favorite son, even if he was a drunken ass, so...
Yeah.
I know this isn't a happy post at all, and that I haven't posted in a while but... I kinda needed to say -something- so I felt like I knew how I was handling my uncle being found dead today.
Not sure it worked but...
Yeah.
I'll be around AIM if anyone wants to talk to me. It just doesn't seem right to go to work today.
Especially not someone I didn't exactly get along with and was kind of mean to because he was a complete ass too.
But, apparently it just feels bad, and even though we weren't close at all, it still kind of hurts a bit.
I'm worried about my dad. He's taking this like I am but a thousand times worse. Not knowing how to feel about it but kind of having known it might happen without really thinking it would.
And Gramma.... Gramma didn't even answer when I called her so I can only imagine how bad this must be for her. My Uncle was her favorite son, even if he was a drunken ass, so...
Yeah.
I know this isn't a happy post at all, and that I haven't posted in a while but... I kinda needed to say -something- so I felt like I knew how I was handling my uncle being found dead today.
Not sure it worked but...
Yeah.
I'll be around AIM if anyone wants to talk to me. It just doesn't seem right to go to work today.