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June 23rd, 2005 02:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
skerenOkay. I won't be able to sleep until I put this somewhere. It is directed at multiple people. And before anyone wonders about my bitchiness, I've been up nearly 23 hours, and I slept badly the night before that. So, Yes.
Don't assume that I hate you.
Don't assume that I think you hate me.
When I'm tired, people need to tell me what they think in simple sentances, because otherwise I won't understand them. I am a visual person. I cannot see expessions through the keyboard. This cripples me in some situations, especially when I'm barely aware of what's going on.
Now, I get scary when I don't feel good. My dad learned this because I yelled at him for daring to try to speak to me a little over an hour ago. Thoe on the net fair better because I either want to talk to them, or I could just stare blankly at the screen trying to comprehend what it says.
if I say I haven't eaten, there is likely no reason that I haven't eaten aside from that I haven't. Please don't try to read into it, it is what it is. I don't feel good when I have been up for several hours and I haven't eaten yet. This isn't conductive to small talk. I do tell people these things, so if they keep going, it's not my fault if I come off cold.
and for the love of the all being,
DON'T LEAVE BEFORE I CAN ANSWER.
All it does is make me feel like a bully. If that's what you want, cheers and yay for you. Most of the time when people leave in the middle of being upset, I have a great big confused look on my face and I completely fail at figuring out how I should reacting.
Those of you who do this know who you are. There are several of you.
That's it. I think I can sleep now. ::fall out of the chair, gets back up to hit send:: Oh yes, if you're going to tell me what you think of something and you know I haven't slept, don't confuse me. Confusing me des nothing for me when I'm tired but making me want to cry.
I mean that too. I've cried because I couldn't figure out where someone was telling me something they wanted me to hand them was when this tired. So, don't feel bad, just know I'll react that way.
Um, leaving now.
Don't assume that I hate you.
Don't assume that I think you hate me.
When I'm tired, people need to tell me what they think in simple sentances, because otherwise I won't understand them. I am a visual person. I cannot see expessions through the keyboard. This cripples me in some situations, especially when I'm barely aware of what's going on.
Now, I get scary when I don't feel good. My dad learned this because I yelled at him for daring to try to speak to me a little over an hour ago. Thoe on the net fair better because I either want to talk to them, or I could just stare blankly at the screen trying to comprehend what it says.
if I say I haven't eaten, there is likely no reason that I haven't eaten aside from that I haven't. Please don't try to read into it, it is what it is. I don't feel good when I have been up for several hours and I haven't eaten yet. This isn't conductive to small talk. I do tell people these things, so if they keep going, it's not my fault if I come off cold.
and for the love of the all being,
DON'T LEAVE BEFORE I CAN ANSWER.
All it does is make me feel like a bully. If that's what you want, cheers and yay for you. Most of the time when people leave in the middle of being upset, I have a great big confused look on my face and I completely fail at figuring out how I should reacting.
Those of you who do this know who you are. There are several of you.
That's it. I think I can sleep now. ::fall out of the chair, gets back up to hit send:: Oh yes, if you're going to tell me what you think of something and you know I haven't slept, don't confuse me. Confusing me des nothing for me when I'm tired but making me want to cry.
I mean that too. I've cried because I couldn't figure out where someone was telling me something they wanted me to hand them was when this tired. So, don't feel bad, just know I'll react that way.
Um, leaving now.