Agh, damn it!

[skeren]

Damn it. Just. Damn it.

I feel guilty I'm not at work.

Alicia called, told me the third shifter wasn't showing up, so could I do it?

I said no. I have second shift tomorrow and I know I can't handle that kind of jerking around. I can barely handle it with a day and a half gap.

But I feel guilty, because I know she has issues being by herself on shift.

And I have nothing to distract me.

Because nobody who is online that I know is actually, you know, talking to me.

And love, you're not online yet, and I called and you weren't answering, so you're either of the phone death or asleep.

So, I'm currently miserable and it's my own damn fault, and well, damn it.

Love, if you get online, call me, okay? I'll stop being flailing emo on my end once I know for sure that the first call wasn't you hanging up on me on purpose, cause, yeah >.>

I hate being in this mood.

Comments

[mitsuhachi.insanejournal.com]

I don't know if you still wanna talk, but I'm here? I could flail about sparkly rainbow boybands at you or something, if you wanted some instant happy.

[mitsuhachi.insanejournal.com]

Ah, but maybe you're waiting for someone specific.:/

[skeren.insanejournal.com]

nono ::hadn't checked e-mail:: at the moment I posted that I would have been clingy on anyone who dared IM me ::coughs:: I am feeling better now though ::hugs:: thank you for answering the random emo distress.